I suppose I could be stacking on too many things in my life at once at an inconvenient time (last few weeks of the quarter). I feel incredibly stressed but at the same time annoyed because I know I can use my time more efficiently if I didn't let people dear to me take my time away from schoolwork.
I find turning down time with others very hard. I also find not having enough time to do projects and papers back to back in the same week very hard.
God, I know you hear me. I am tired, but I want to do Your work still. Give me strength, because we need it, especially now. Strength and confidence in remembering You, and that You have a will which we will understand in due time. We will understand in due time why such a division in our church is happening. We will understand in due time why I ended up being here for three years instead of two (because what progress You have made in the college group is staggering).
Yet I cannot simply move away from wanting to whine. From groaning. Maybe I'm groaning like in Romans, that's a good thought. However, this groaning is probably not the case.
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