The Lord made my emotions
so volatile
but there must be reasons
so mysterious
as to why I am
so volatile

Lord what is this
I am swept away once again
bending at Your winds of mercy
a tree in the storm
drowning in Your love
a sea, rushing shores

for You are who You are
no matter where I am

I slowed down today. I also realized. I have a very emotional heart. My heart bends with emotions, all emotions, any emotion at all. This morning I felt gladness, and praised God for blessing my life. I know so many, I am able to love so many with a love that finds its roots in His love.
And throughout the day I realized a part of my heart is looking for a girlfriend.
And that I have someone in mind. I try to deny it, but I know that my heart is indeed whispering to me when I'm not alert to block out such words. The heart cannot simply give this up. The Lord knows my heart.
May God's will be done.